Completely hand drawn using an iPad Pro + Apple Pencil | 6k x 5k | – This is no more than a surreal portrait of me and my psyche. So many things holding us down and completely aware. -I won’t be able to find a job here. Not having a computer and not even having a stable internet connection at all times is not the way to grow my presence as a digital artist. But the idea of moving back to Mexico City feels like a last goodbye to my father. When did I go back to being so scared? Where are you Firaffe? Where are you Moom? Where are you Lilu? LiV? Baby Bouncer? Who are we? Where are we? What the hell are we doing?– We are in a position in which all we freaking do is watch, observe. At nature, at people, at the world. But we haven’t really looked. -My capacity to get work done, which for me is my ability to stay focused on how many things, is somewhat little. I know I may be stupid so many times, but I’m an artist! Am I not? How am I supposed to behave? Like a real down-to-earth person? Well I am not one. I’m not like that. I am a disaster.-
-Keep playing my heart strings, faster and faster. You can be just what I want, my true disaster-This is more than a surreal portrait of me and my psyche, this is a visual conversation. -We have to take the risk to do this our own way. No more trying to be other people, be who we freaking are. Stop comparing to those other amazing artists around and keep on creating, for our own human health. Just keep on creating. It will be enough one day. Right?- But are we good enough? Bold enough? Brave enough? What about strong? Creative? Talented? Innovative? Are we ever enough? – We already know the answer, keep on believing until it feels true.
Completely hand drawn using an iPad Pro + Apple Pencil | 5k x 7k | – During the first months of COVID19, my faith has been questioned by my own meanings. I have long stopped believing in an almighty god as most religions often paint it and started believing in a wider universe connected by energy, by matter… and somehow it all comes down to goodwill and love, which is something I believe our current society lacks a lot of. – My beloved family and I have been dealing with my father’s cancer and health conditions, which only got worse during the lockdown. It’s been 8 months since I moved back home to help take better care of him, and his light seems to be slowly fading away, day by day. I am grateful for being here, with them… and I’m also scared, terrified, looking for the meaning of it all. To be completely honest: I’m no longer sure if light and/or energy is coming towards us or away from us; passing through us and filling our bodies or actually draining us. I know I’ve got to keep on believing. On what exactly? That’s still the question.
“I am the guardian of light. Not a he, not a she. A creature capable of bringing light into the darkest places of your mind. Come on in, trust me. This time it won’t be pitch dark”This piece came out of the original sketch that became “Baby bouncer”, one of my previous works. Stripped down to it’s essence, taking it back to it’s original form and giving it a more hearted meaning. With a hidden visual effect disguised as a magic spell:
By thumbnail one way. By full screen another. This shall be the norm. Until you find the courage to come in. And then take one’s true form.
She’s an itch. She’s a bitch. Some say she’s a witch. And her name? Fitch.
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